My bf went out for his work Christmas party last night. He said that every year they end up going to a strip club but that he never wants to go.
He ended up going last night. I was worried about him and turns out he’s in the strip club. He’s worked there for years and not gone and yet the year he has someone who will give a shit if he goes, he goes.
I’ve not slept well and feel like a raging bitch today.
Was a little less hellish than yesterday’s, and I’m giving myself a pat on the back for forcing myself out the door 2 days in a row!
Time: 10mins 56secs
I’m also managing to make a semi-decent living from translating at the moment. Being with the bf seems to have pushed me to motivate myself a bit more. I like it. I’m proud of myself.
And it in gale force winds with leaves smacking me in the face. It sucked. But what can I expect from not having done anything in so long?
I’m determined to be more focused and productive this month. Less sugar, more exercise, more work (if it comes up!)
Look at that pace! Not only was it difficult it was tremendously slow too!
Oh well. Onwards and upwards! I will get better again and I will be consistent and see results!
I’m going to run today. I need to run. I haven’t been in a whole month now! November was just a write off and I need to exercise to feel stable and sane again.
Even if it’s only 1 mile. And it’s going to hurt! DOMS why you no bugger off?!
I got to the point where I went to the gym to do weights a couple of times a week. I’d do 3 sets of my exercises and be done with it. The next day I would invariably feel a bit sore.
I decided today would be legs day. I’ve not been good with exercise for the whole of November, and resolved that December would be better.
I got through 2 sets of my usual leg exercises and started to lose the ability to walk. Now (few hours later) it hurts to stand up and my legs are shaky.
I’m taking this as my body’s way of saying I need to exercise and I sure as hell need to be consistent with it.
+ Be consistent with exercise - weights at least twice a week, run at least 3 times a week.
+ Be better with food - I’ve been on a bit of a sugary binge lately. More fruits and veg!
+ Don’t be so critical of my curves - my body has changed shape. I’ve got more hips/arse/boobs than ever and I have to learn to deal with it.
My bf said I love you for the first time yesterday :D
I’m listening to some big band music and imagining wearing beautiful dresses.
I forgot yesterday was the start of the running streak. My excuse is that I’m English and have no idea about this giving of thanks business. Also, why are English companies now doing Black Friday sales? Mad.
So I’m going to go to the library, get myself a couple of new books, do a bit of knitting, have some tea and then go for a run this evening. Bliss. Cos I’m a super cool, outgoing, sociable 25 year old :D
but some days I do miss my 26” waist.
Some wankers drilled my bf’s car fuel tank. I said it smelt petrol-y yesterday when we drove to the station, and he noticed his fuel gauge was way down.
How fucking dangerous and crazy. There wasn’t even much in it. No more parking on the country lane - driveway only from now on!
If this costs a bomb and fucks up our holiday plans I’ll be SO pissed off!